as of 11/24/12.... life changes. fast.

1. Last hug: I think Taylor. If cuddling counts, Charlie & Taylor. 2. Last phone call: Big Perm 3. Last text message: Jeremy 4. Last song you heard: some country song on the radio 5. Last time you cried: not sure, in the past month though. HAVE YOU EVER: ... 6. Dated someone twice: it was on and off. 7. Been cheated on: yea 8. Kissed someone and regretted it: once. 9. Lost someone special: yea.. 10. Been depressed: I guess you could define it like that. I've had dark days. Let's leave it at that. 11. Pulled all-nighter: plenty of times. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. blue 13: green 14: white? I really don't have a specific favorite color after blue and green. THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend: lots. 16. Fallen out of love: earlier, I don't think I was in love. I think I woke up. 17. Laughed until you cried: yeah. 18. Met someone who changed you: a few.. 19. Found out who your true friends were: hell yeah. 20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah. a couple people. I just don't get along with girls. 21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: ...hahh. YOUR LIFE. 22.How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all. except maybe one. 23. How many kids do you want: 2 or 3. 24. Do you have any pets: yes, my baby Butterscotch. I miss her so much. 25. Do you want to change your name: my last name when I get married. 26. What did you do for your last Birthday: went to the powerlines, got pierced & tatted. Besides that, I went a lil crazy. 27. What time did you wake up today: at 7.......... ugh. 28. What were you doing at midnight last night: BL ;) finally. 29. Name something you cannot wait for: my next paycheck. winter break. 30. Last time you saw your mother: yesterday. 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I had a vehicle. or I wish I was rich. Then I could have a vehicle. and massive amounts of food. and everything paid for. 32. What are you listening to right now: Miranda lambert. 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yup. 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: nobody. not one damn person. maybe myself. it's the facts of life and the obstacles of other people. 35. Most visited webpage: fb 36. Whats your real name: Kaitlyn Marie. 37. Nicknames: I've got a few. 38. Relationship Status: solo. 40. Male or female: I'm a female, thank you. 41. Write w/e you want here: I LOVE LIFE 42. Long or short hair: my hair's getting long 43. Height: I think I'm 5'1" 44. Do you have a crush on someone: you couldn't define it as a crush. 45. What do you like about yourself: a lot. that's just such a complicated, twisted question with way too many answers. 46. Piercings: I have 6. maybe one or two more... 47. Tattoos: I have one.. and want a couple more.. 48. Righty or lefty: I'm a righty. FIRSTS: 49. First piercing: my ears. when I was young. like younger than 10, I believe. 50. First best friend: Susan. Lisa. Sarah. Brandon. ya know. 51.First sport you joined: horseback riding(: 52. First vacation: England RIGHT NOW: 53. Eating: granola bar 54. Drinking: wishing it was water 55. I'm about to: do homework, I suppose. or just relax. I haven't done that in awhile. 55. Listening to: Pistol Annies. Hell on Heels ;) 56. Waiting for: ...nothing.. yet........ YOUR FUTURE: 57. Want kids: yes sir. 58. Get married: eventually. with the right one.. 59. Career: food critic. or.......... something with horses or a farm.. WHICH IS BETTER: 60. Lips or eyes: mm, eyes. 68. Hugs or kisses: kisses. 69. Shorter or taller: taller. that's not hard to do. 70. Older or Younger: older... I'm stopping there. 71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous. 73. Sensitive or loud: I don't want either. 74. Hook-up or relationship: later on, a relationship. for now, I'm just living. HAVE YOU EVER: 75. Kissed a stranger: ... I have to think about this one. 76. Stole something for someone: nope. 77. Lost glasses/contacts: yes. 78. hurt yourself: it happens. 81. Broken someone's heart: oh, I think so. 82. Been arrested: no 83. Turned someone down: yea 84. Cried when someone died: always 85. fallen for a friend: eh, nah. DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself: got to, in this world. 87. Miracles: eh. I just can't say yes or no. blessings, yes. 88. Love at first sight: no, that's lust. 89. Heaven: maybe. 90. Santa Clause: nahh.. 91. Kiss on the first date: depends. 92. Angels: yes.<3 ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 93. Had more than 1 boyfriend at a time: no.. 95. Did you sing today: yea, a lil. 96. First person in your contacts: 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? .. I'm just not sure if I'd wanna do that.. 98. The moment you would choose: I would just wanna relive all of it. the experiences, the feelings, the places. 99. Are you afraid of falling in love: no, just the consequences.. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I don't know if it's this note or the music I'm listening to, but I just don't feel "right" anymore. Things just.. change. And I feel like if I can get over certain feelings, I'll be okay.. It's just, somehow, everything goes back to him. I love my life, and all the little imperfections and aspects and people. Work may not be great. School may not be great. I have good friends and good times and as long as I can somewhat support myself, I'll be okay. I just want to forget him.