The most indescribable, surreal feeling.

I just finished my 2nd to last day of high school, forever. once tomorrow is done, it's gone. Forever. Never coming back. We won't all be together. I've cried a few times. Today was one of them. Malo made his senior speech and cried and I teared up instantly. Wow. I cN't believe it is here. The end. I have my whole life in front of me and I can't wait to see what is next. But I can't help to unconsciously remininesce. I won't be going to the same school as all my friends. Most are new this year but I dont mind. It is refreshing. I don't know what job i'll have or who will be by my side. For right now I just want to cherish tomorrow, my last day of familiarity. The last day of the high school chapter in my life. Where did it go? Is it really true time flies when having fun? Each year went by faster, but I can't say I had the most dun this year but went by the fastest. Or was I juat kept busy and not usually bored. It's crazy a self reflecting remininescing time to look remember be grateful and cherish. And as we look back, close this door and are never able to relove highschool, we muat open the next door and start sriting the next chapter in my life. I can rememver cdying on my last day of 8th grade after Dr.Morris speech and crying and having everybody else cdy, to crying in Malo's with him there.. I just can't beliebe 4 years of ny life are now ver and habe flown by. I have made amazing friends.connedctions and most importantly memories. A lot of people take pictures of everything they do but some of the meost memorable times of.mine have been undocumentsd. And thats ok. Memory is our own journal we occassionally look back on and smile. Dont cry because its over, smile becaise it happened. There is goinf to be no more of this waking up at 630 going to a school we are more than familiar with, going to classes with students weve known for years, talking to teachers we enjou being around and just knowing, neing familiar. Time goes by fast,.it doesnt wait for you. It never stops. I have only hope to remain in contact with a good number of kiddos that will stay are leaving me or just simply wont be sitting next in class. I will be closing the book now tomorrow and starting the new one soon. But does the life sfart after school on fridday? Or after graduation? I surely dont know. But school is over, graduation is coming,.pictures will be taken, tears will be.shed and we all move on. Going with time. I just cantt beliebe.it. Surreal that its ohere the.moment ive been waiting for but I swore fresgmab year just happenes... The first day still so etched into.my brain. Orange polo, holy pants,.straight and short hair. Stomach dropped when we pulled in. first time really viewing campus, being a dtudent. Wow. Ore tears tomorrow. Ill come.back. I love each memory.