..let's get real... oh damn... No vehicle? Forreal. I don't know how to fucking use the bus. FUCK. TOO MUCH GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. NO PHONE EITHER. FOURTH phone in the past 2 months. yeah, fuck my life. 3 classes left AND 2 days of finals. COME ON. DEAR JESUS, WHAT DID I DO to deserve this? I know this is life... but, but... whatever. I gotta move forward. Please dear God I get in touch with my mom, fix my phone, get a new phone. or an alarm clock and a vehicle. please. please. please. got to do this. like today... cause ya know, there's no way to get a vehicle or a ride.... oh yeah, my phone's dead so I can't ask for a ride.................. from like my ex-coworker......... no biggie.. UGH. UGH. UGH. UGH. UGH. UGH. UGH...... well, shit..... WHAT THE FUCK CAN'T GO WRONG WITH MY LIFE... your life > mine. period.. so much shit to do. don't know where to start. hw. ha. how much? which major assignment to focus on today? oh return money. oh get a phone. oh get a vehicle. laundry. clean. ...i'm freaking out. oh yeah and I guess I Don't really even have friends... why? ya know why? ya know how people speak the truth when they're drunk? yeah apparently the guy I thought I was the closest to and thought of most as a friend said last night that if I got a vehicle, was happy, and never saw them again, he wouldn't care. he'd be ok with that. people don't care. He's supposed to be the sensitive one.. like, really?