Last Day of Spring Break.. :/

So, Spring Break has officially come to an end. I'm ready but I'm sad. I always enjoy very much getting away from school and people. I love spending time just with my sweetie.

Well today was a perfect ending, just like we had a perfect start to Spring Break! We were going catfishing but the river was closed so we went to this other lake, which wasn't even worth trying to catch catfish. So I caught bluegill and when we were packing up, Robbie caught a small bass. It was such a NICE, SMALL TOWN. I LOVED it!! I'm sold on everything there. I really wanna live there. Seriously. I'm set. I could leave tomorrow. I'd be fine. On the way back, Robbie saw a sign for a park and spontaneously pulled over to go check it out. (I love playgrounds & swings, esp!) Guess whaaaaaaaat?! No playgrounds. Nothin. It was empty but in this BEAUTIFUL way. Just one gigantic tree with smaller trees planted around it. They were on a huge, open grassy field. I love open grass fields. When I was a kid, I wanted to live on a grassy field. Just an open, rolling plane, grassy field. Nothin' else. Anyways, I began to walk and started running and running on the grassy field til I got to the tree. I always have to do that. I feel sooo free. It's an incredible feeling. I feel alive. I felt safe when I got to the tree. It was bigger and wider than some redwoods I've seen in California, but definitely not as tall as redwoods. I felt peaceful, alive and I love simple nature like this, waiting to be explored. Beauty that not everyone sees. I saw it until I put my finger on the tree and it ended up being a freaking SPIDER!!! I despise spiders and are absolutely terrified of them. Overall, it was truely beautiful and so was the day. I loved it. One of my favorite days ever. <3 Now the next thing is me and my boyfriend on a blanket on an open grassy field, star gazing, and sleeping til the mornin' comes. My dream. :)

oh my boyfriend and his best friend are going to be "exterminators" now. Have their own business together. His friend gets rid of snakes (his speciality also helps with main pests) while my beau takes care of hogs, gators, other pests, etc. Backup: Fireman. I think it'll be good and I could always help out, although it's never all that great to work with your spouse BUT...you never know. I'm not sure what job/career I'd have when we have a family. Housewife/mom in the first years of the child's life buut I don't know. Will all come in good time. :)

Now, it is time to get ready for school. :/ oh well. 9 weeks. NINE. That's IT. then SUMMER!!!!!!!!

k<3r!!!
9.4.10.(7 months tomorrow <3)
:) :) :)